Bagabaga si Kura-kura Brazil (Red ears slider ) - paling gak suka di toel area kaki depan.

           

      Memang sih dari dulu Bagabaga si Kura-kura Brazil (Red ears slider ) - paling gak suka di toel area kaki depan. Tapi admin doyan banget toel-toel nya seperti di video yang admin posting ini , hahaha lucu sih reaksi nya langsung di sepak pake kaki depan. Tapi kalau udah keseringan , bagabaga ngamuk juga sih walau Alhamdulillah  bagabaga cuma ngancem buka mulut biar admin berhenti TAPI

hate myself

it's not like I want to hurt you and them.
I just can't help about it , it's not like all that happens because I want .
it just happens like that , and when that all over I just realize how stupid am I .
you don't have to hate me , because I am already hate myself.

I hate myself , for let that happen again and again ,
I hate myself who just give up  from the start and think it's okay.
I hate myself that judge all of them is same ,
I hate myself , who is afraid getting hurt and blame others.
I hate myself , when envy to others but never work hard to get it.
I hate myself , for crying without reason and laugh just for simple thing.
I hate myself when I think , I don't know who am I .
I hate myself who is think I am alone , but refuse  their help.
I hate myself who is write this and think about how much I hate myself.

poor you , for become me.
if you become someone else maybe.....

Kejadian Horor selama 4 bulan tinggal disini errr~

(ini foto jalan lintas kalau keluar dari gerbang komplek)

           Pergelangan Tangan di cengkram setan , admin bales cengkram deh. Nah loh? , horor gak? . tapi beneran kejadian, walau sering banget mengalami  hampir-lihat-penampakan kali ini bukan lagi lihat , tapi pergelangan tangan admin di cengkram sama si setan terus karena kaget ya admin bales cengkram tangan nya , ya salah setan nya sih masa kagetin gitu. #plak